Tuesday, December 8, 2009

attitude (edited 12/1/10)

i got a problem with people who are timid and tepid
faking their strength and masking their weakness
eating up stories of everlasting gores and scores of gold
that they forget why water is sold
cold
nature became a commodity
instead of a resource

i got a problem with me for having problems with others
but i ain't never too sour to hear myself utter
excuse me miss
i didn't mean to
cause some else was narrow minded
i got to slim my light
timidly mistake a friend for a foe
but if i wasn't a butch dyke
i guess i too
would be the hoe
that fits the shoe
of asking for it
not minding her own bizz
without the right to reserve the right to kiss


Stroke Quote:
Last words of Ohio man executed on Tuesday, December 08, 2009.

"My father, now I'm being paroled to heaven," Biros said.

Ohio executes inmate using single-drug method

Monday, October 26, 2009

fundamentals

I feel lost in translation
i know there is always an explanation that
gets me high on frustration
frustration of knowing better and choosing worse...
of wanting to boil down differences into similarities
all the meanwhile holding on to a truth that is more complex than
just single minded attitudes...
to ask questions that don't have answers, yet.
but the fact that they are voiced onto the universe projects
a deeper understanding by knowing there are ways to go about learning
that we have yet to comprehend...


SLINGSHOT HIP HOP



what does it say about the essence of hip hop when images translate concepts and notions without understanding the language in which these are articulated?



what does it mean when baggy attire is still consumed internationally to demarcate hip hop yet the new bone thugs and harmony album cover has them all suited and booted? ooh the good all days...




in trying to attempt to understand the road ahead, I look back at the roots of our desire to challenge and challenge over again to plenitude what we have come to qualify as our truth.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Chasco

I can only begin to feel the solace
modicum of detritus
Enough to understand this disquietude
Why cowboys in blue boorishly shoo off
Like a boon in their eyes
Ascetics from ethereal heavens of spraying
Prophetic
As if their word was a consequence
Contrite all the excellence
But don’t surprise
Yourself
When there is no one next to you
Because toying of hearts
Bills that amount to breaking vows
Chasing a noun
Instead of projecting verbs in the now
To penchant repression
To think of impressions


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A los cambios que nos hacen entender que no es raro el que estemos aqui, de pies, parados, RIP, La Negra, Mercedes Sosa.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Hi Pops


I met a 187 today.
I laugh knowing what he meant as he kept saying,

“I’m not a murderer, I’m a killer”

I knew that.
Maybe I didn’t understand him right away, or why he blew up when a young tod stepped on his foot. It was the disrespect, the disregard. I asked him to be honest about where it was coming from. To be honest that it wasn’t just another little brat on the bus messing his ride home.

Oh yes, a blog a about state enmity, it started as hostility.

It made my day though, amongst other things. Another black brother stood firmly from his seat once the young kid got off. He made eye contact with the other older black brother. A smirk set it off. The brother standing up, wearing a blue tank, tight pants, and pretty firm for being 53 asked him why he handled the situation the way he did. The smirked fucked with the brother sitting down, who evidently was disrespecting his elder, as he was only 51. And of course, the brother standing up calling his actions “acting like a little girl” didn’t help any. It was hilarious, an exchange of crotch grabbing every chance the brother sitting down felt threatened. I was surprised when the brother standing up was accused, like if it was a crime, of being a faggot and didn’t react. Instead he took his mouthpiece, dentures, out of his mouth and said, “your girl would roll over twice with these ”and then proceeded to grab his man piece and say “this is your homosexual”l- the conversation then turned against the last woman the man sitting down had been with. A debate about trickery of all sorts resulted.

The man sitting down made a good point, though I don’t think his fuck you’s to the bus allowed for others to really hear him. When he first got on the bus, he took two seats next to me, put his bag on one, and spread his legs wide covering both seats. What was lost was his response to the brother standing up when he was accused of taunting a little boy, he said to him “well what’s that little boy going to grow up to be? A man right? So I’m going to treat him like one.”

The irony was that when the brother wearing blue got off, the brother sitting down changed seats, to my right. The aisle reclining to the back of the bus. When he did, he pushed his bag on me and I said, excuse you. That’s how I got to know a little more about the man who had a sliced scar across his neck. The man who screamed faggot to the brother wearing blue and who confessed his own daughter had come out to him and confused him a couple of months later by announcing she was with child. A man who was tired. A man who later on, while making my way home, waiting for the bus off of Spring I saw again. It made sense. He shared the nuances of black and brown.

Before I let you go, while buying incense off of 6th/L.A. and hassling debit or credit for an $8 purchase at a place that had a minimum of $10 purchase to use my card I met a brother who identified as a moor. Funny me, the first thing I said to him “yes I studied them (I remember this being one of the most fascinating facts I learned during my last quarter in college, they had some sick Don Quijote looking suits,-the closest pic to the archive  shown to me that I could find- they were the royalty and the brute face of African royalty)They were the ones who owned slaves” he said yeah “we sold ourselves onto slavery”. I forget his name, but not his impression and grace, and amazing character. Funny, it was the“uncle sam stole our land” shirt that broke the ice between us.

I asked the brother sitting down when I ran into him again if he was doing better. He had a cig and a cell phone and pointed to both and said “yea much, I just went to drop my bag off

Skidrow was cleaning up for tonights ARTWALK. So funny how white people are roaming the streets getting ready for the nightlife as poor bodies are pushed out; all so the same people they see on their way to the party don’t mess up their funk on their way back home.

We got off on the same stop. The last of the 33 at 6th/Main. I always like to shake hands to close an encounter. To seal our destiny. Synchronize the road. He was a hustler, a survivor of all sorts. I appreciate him. I shared my name. His name was Willy.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

"Concrete Jungle"

A couple of lime lights
UC Walkout!

UC Rivas representin', props to the united social justice front alliance at rivas, concerned with communicating priorities that protect the basic human rights of education and the loss of great soldiers to the proliferation of a prison nation.


It should not be called the Security Council. It should be called the terror council.
love it!

Taiwan today remains under [the U.S.] military government.
another kidnapped country
at least
those crazy baldheads 
are going to be chase out of the town
soon
perhaps, even if embassy's 
serve as defense platoons
bar wires
and con man contraband
can't brake sovereign lands
stay tune...

Monday, September 21, 2009

Quien llego, Quien llego? La tierra se lo trago?




                                            

WHAT? I would imagine this would be headlining everything today, considering how much coverage there was for his failed attempts, interesting. Haters, I guess we're fatalist and only like to hear of someone when they are down... 

Hilary as always, reminding Mr. Zelaya's return to not invite violence. Y que es lo que ha pasado,  voto arrebatado, sin juzgado ni mero mero aliados. 

Mr Zelaya's return took officials by surprise, with Mr Micheletti at first denying the deposed leader was in the country


So who is getting rattled, ready for battle?
Oh all this chatter is just a matter of rule

when the oust is thought up 

cause a country's been kidnapped
in another capitalist pool


Officials later extended the curfew to 1800 (0000 GMT) on Tuesday, and closed the country's airports. The police and army have been put on stand-by.

The Latest from TELESUR

And...




Sunday, September 20, 2009

Arpaio fights back :) Scary Dude

"Blanket Policy"



who's your dealer honey?
anti-communist
but we'll take your money
chump and change
but no more than one can remain
so overpopulate my mind
bloat it so that someone staggers
in time
like a lullaby rhyme
that doesn't seem to tie
the male order brides
the landmines
the cleansing
that has purified imports for exports
one child at a time...

China adoption: Some Chinese parents say their babies were stolen for adoption -- latimes.com

Stencil Link for Fun (courtesy of Justseeds.org and Street Art Workers Project)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

East Los, Independence Day, September 13, 2009

Los Low Riders, East Los Independence Day Parade: 09/13/09

"The Bitch is Back"

Thought I share some of the heaviness I have been encountering as I become intimate with the construction and manifestation of violence against women (not only physical, but mentally, political, and so forth). 


I have every intention to unmask the penetration of public violence into the private sphere, and the cultivation of antagonistic and hostile attitudes towards women in order to eradicate and disrupt the essence of la cultura, la familia, y la tierra. this is genocide. and this is why femicide is to be examine. though particular to a context of strategic antiwoman bias, it starts small, the violence, the abuse, and slowly it creeps into our consciousness when as a society we have to point the finger and say we do not stand idly by chris and bobby browns. yet we cultivate this reality every day, every day we invite it, every day we encourage it, privileged to do so, with our silence..








English: A Language of Rape 
There are 220 words for a sexually promiscuous woman and only 20 for an equally promiscuous man in the English language. (from the book, Transforming a Rape Culture, 2005)


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

"Make Room For More"

Why Does God Allow Suffering

written in social policy
2nd domestic terror threat
revolutionary minds of intellect
FBI acquitted to standardized who is not with it-

congressional testimony
admitting that as organized bodies grew in force
state reinforced what it was made of
1970: Gunned down Jackson and Kent State protests against Vietnam
1971: George Jackson fever spread, killed by guards, soul on ice as Attica bled
6.5 on parole or probation
skip a beat don't line up for detention

instead get a ticket to prison nation

Stop the Tickets
Monica Garcia
Stop the Tickets

ride the trill of being profiled enough that
no one remembers what it means for you to be inside
why?
i didn't do the crime, and if he/she did, then they should do the time
pay a dime
to the welfare of
perdition
a looming and elusive presence
outfiting the essence of rendition,
until from east to west
kanye king kongs
swift at best
in the eyes of those who said
they finally put race to rest

Flip this world on its head, an egotistical black man interrupts the glory of an innocent young white girl, and...?
"Dealing with the fact that I hurt someone or took anything away, you know, from a talented artist- or from anyone -because I only wanted to help people,"- E-Online
I wonder how quickly they will start booing reverse racism? 

1810-2010
cien años a tu lado
y aun no se me ha olvidado
la constitucion
la patria
la revolucion
de tierra a mestizaje
cual era tu mensaje?
que un indio no podia representar
la industrializacion,
k chistoso,
los nopaleros
el escritor de la cancion mixteca 
los mas aislados de tu nacion

Post-Racial Commercial of the Week:
Guess who gets a seat @ the table? Macy's "Come Together" Promotion
(Actual Title: Make Room for More. Interesting, the first to be invited all seem to balance the pallet dynamics)

2B Signed, Sealed, and Delivered Soon
East Los Independence Day Parade, September 13, 2009. Digital Photo Journal 

Friday, September 11, 2009

quoting scriptures

what does it mean when the president of a nation
of every growing distension
quotes holy scriptures
for hope?

to look at the sanctity of should
of choice
of good
so to speak, of what is right
dutiful

let's bring the goodness out of killing dreams
and persecuting the "perpetrators" of what seemed to be a
monumental catastrophe
but which turned out to be a...

good never sounded so bad,

"not the human capacity for evil, but the human capacity for good. . . . On this first National Day of Service of Remembrance, we can summon once again that ordinary goodness of America"


de veras?  esto, this, i believe, es lo que mas me incomoda de el Obama- is what makes me most uncomfortable about Obama

Obama, administration officials pay tribute to 9/11 victims

'Let us renew our resolve against those who perpetrated this barbaric attack,' the president says on the first National Day of Service and Remembrance.

"We pay tribute to the service of a new generation, young Americans raised in a time of peace and plenty, who saw their nation in a time of need and chose to serve," Obama said, with a few preacher's words for the assembly: "Scripture teaches us a hard truth: The mountains may fall and the Earth may give way, the flesh and the heart may fail, but after all our suffering God and grace will restore you and make you firm, solid and steadfast." 


Accessed: September 11, 2009. Los Angeles Times

The Insecurity of a Kiss

2nd Wk of August 09
An empirical analysis of an Empire

quaint sentences charging taxes
dumbfounded
we try to weigh out our losses
hold on to a system
that builds its empire on the desire of
joy and laughter
looking at life happily ever, but always after
the rain, the

unselfish
laying ground for the yard
on route to freedom petitioners
like another cumbersome AWOL soldier rendition


U.S. Attorneys stepping down
Bronx beauties swearing in
back stabbings
looking for growers
cursing
suppliers and prowlers

the lucky charm is the divide and conquer
race war
that riots
poor and working class people
into
victims of uprisings
it comes true
when you have the rest of your life sentenced out to you
when the measure of a man
pipelines her into a career criminal
staring in the rear view mirror of the
always watching
always stopping
world of supervised
strikes
and lights outs
materialistic
pardons
penalties
and pain
appealing clemency

"I had been to jail before, but I always went in with release dates. Your vision is, 'I just gotta make it to this date.' But then, there was no date"


Freebie Freestyle Reporting
on the other end, analysts say
"I think that's where you start to get some deviance from what was thought of as being appropriate during the height of the crime wave, which was 1992-93 for most states, and today with our historic low crime rates."

How fitting, isn't it great how life discloses rhymes to make sense of the logic of killing millions without penitence?


parole or probation

fuck your education!
taunting us into a straight jacket of restraints

why do they seek human improvisation to bankrupt stories, fools got us confused...
resources reeling from the horrific master tools
making sunshine out of rapes and
abducted

limelights
slipping
mile radius to turn the love off
looking for more
loss will make you reflect
goes the moral of the punishment
growing with shame,
profiled and misplaced
"If they harassed me less maybe i would come to school"
he says
turning the flicker of the youth into the flame of Chino riot news

California has 158,000 prisoners in facilities designed for 84,000.


when there is no reaction there will be no time for more
extended life prison terms
calls the rabbit hole
steadily grows knocking inside the walls that
encloses societal force
to forge the bad into the difficult
to brunt cities with G.I. Joe and G-Force
idealists
keeping a lid on crime
and precious moments
the beginning of our children's end
to never be seen again


always an inspiration to have universal foundation

UNDHR

Article 25.
(1) Everyone has the right to a standard of living adequate for the health and well-being of himself and of his family, including food, clothing, housing and medical care and necessary social services, and the right to security in the event of unemployment, sickness, disability, widowhood, old age or other lack of livelihood in circumstances beyond his control.
(2) Motherhood and childhood are entitled to special care and assistance. All children, whether born in or out of wedlock, shall enjoy the same social protection